Hidup untuk apa, kenapa dan bagaimana??

That question often came out in people's life. usually in their age of 25-30. they tried to find out their life's purpose. this is the story of my life searching....

I'm not God..I know! In believing God, sometimes I become 'nasty' by being a 'different' person. become the other side of me. I called it MsNara as a cross-personality of me. when I become it...I feel free to do anything. try to smoke, clubbing, cheating, and many 'dark' things. but all of the activity or the things that I've been done and tried...stop till the 'testing-area'. and not all of the dark things that I've been done had negative effect. from all of the shit things I know the taste of cigarrets and promise to my self not to do it anymore...it makes my lung stop working!
I also know what it feels like being the 'Jakarta Girl' completely with their lifestyle...shopping, gossiping, clubbing, cheating. hmf...it give me a big affiction! from that shit things, I finally know thats not my lifestyle. shopping in hours, in-out one to other boutique, looking for sale.
gossiping our friends, judge them, anyway we judge someone but ourself not as angel as we think huh??
clubbing..dancing in the spot light, in the time when we ought to spend it by sleeping...we dance till drop, drinking till have a headache. from this shit thing I know thats not give me any benefit as sleeping at night.
cheating...yeah finally I've got it back. u know the meaning of KARMA??? I've been in that situation. and trust me its hurt much!

but the other side of me is me! Carolina Gita Astrini. afraid to do this and that, childish, respecting my parents lots, believe in God's Plan. I named it 'white side'. I know lots of my friend said when I become 'white-side'...gw-gak-gita-banget-gitu-loch! but believe it or not..this is the real me! I dont care about people opinion as long as I know what I want to do!

yeah...yeah...in our life we have to think about future and made our past as our learning. but I'm not kinda person. I'd rather think about today and do the good things as I know. then the question came out....WHAT, WHY AND HOW YOU WALK ON YOUR LIFE???

and directly I found the answer. My name is Gita. I life for my parents happines and the purpose of my life is making happines around me. I life with God and my mind. I believe in that. thats all. sound simple. but from simplest thing we can do anything right???!!!
I'm not try to judge people through this article....forgive me for anything that'll hurt you all.


go-fight-win for your life!

xoxo,
StupidLove