Have u ever fall in love with someone blindly?
When he cheated, u forgived it. When he did such 'ridiculus' things, it became funny and attracted for u. Even when he hurt u, it forgived only by his apology.
I was mad when one of my friend became one-of-the-girl. But it became speechless when the labels 'stupid-things-in-love' became my middle name.
Doesn't mean I'm not tryin to get out of this kinda situation. Finally, I got that all of my effort was nothing.
I forgived him for all his words that hurt me.
I forgived him for cheatin' with otha girl.
I forgived him because he left me when I really need him by my side.
I forgived in the name of love.
Doesn't it stupid huh?
Friday, November 28, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
My-blessed-dream-last-night
Have you ever dreamed but it felt like real?
It was happen to me last night. I dreamed someone that made me felt stupid but in the same time I felt blessed (thats why I named this blog instupidlove).
Okai okai back to my dream..
In my-blessed-dream-last-night, he came to me and said that he was very guilty becase he had left me behind and made me cry lots. He promised to take care of me and never left me again. Huh...I regret it just a dream. It was too real. When he hug me, its like his hand really on my shoulder.
Ow yeah in that dream too..I've been in trouble when my father has been kidnapped. Hoho the kidnapper ask for 5 million. He helped me to collect money from working. Huhuhu once again it just a dream.
I don't want to live in a dream but everybody need a dream to motivate our lives right?
I wish if its not a dream..I promise to myself and also God, I will take care of himself, I'll not made him mad or sad, I'll not be selfish anymore and I'll trust in the power of love.
It was happen to me last night. I dreamed someone that made me felt stupid but in the same time I felt blessed (thats why I named this blog instupidlove).
Okai okai back to my dream..
In my-blessed-dream-last-night, he came to me and said that he was very guilty becase he had left me behind and made me cry lots. He promised to take care of me and never left me again. Huh...I regret it just a dream. It was too real. When he hug me, its like his hand really on my shoulder.
Ow yeah in that dream too..I've been in trouble when my father has been kidnapped. Hoho the kidnapper ask for 5 million. He helped me to collect money from working. Huhuhu once again it just a dream.
I don't want to live in a dream but everybody need a dream to motivate our lives right?
I wish if its not a dream..I promise to myself and also God, I will take care of himself, I'll not made him mad or sad, I'll not be selfish anymore and I'll trust in the power of love.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Film Indonesia kapan majunya ya?
Movies in Indonesia came up one by one after the success of Ada Apa Dengan Cinta. Tapi belakangan ini film-film Indonesia makin 'ngaco'.
I know its not my right to give judgement tapi lama-lama gerah juga ya.
Komedi Sex dan Horor lagi di eksplor banget. Awalnya film-film dg genre Komedi Sex dirasa mendidik tapi belakangan makin kaco. Ketika title-title yang ada bermakna ambigu kaya 'Anda Puas Saya Loyo'. Knp harus di kasih judul se-Ekstrim itu?
Balik lagi ke sifat dasar masyarakat Indonesia yg mentingin kuantitas daripada kualitas. Gw tau untuk menjadi sutradara itu susah,pendidikannya lama dan rumit,butuh biaya besar buat satu film. Kenapa pertimbangan di atas gk jadi masukan untuk bikin film-yang-bukan-kaya-sinetron?
Gw juga pusing tiap jam 7 harus berantem sama Nyokap yg sinetron-freak. Aaarrgghh jam-jam segitu di saat orang butuh relaksasi dg tontonan yg segar dan menghibur malah disuguhin tontonan yg eksplor kekerasan dan balas dendam. Sekalinya protagonis,terlalu baik yg kadang terlihat 'lugu mengarah ke goblok'. Siapa yg gk gerah?
Hmf..tp balik lg. Gw gk berhak kasi judgement ke mereka yg udah berusaha berkarya. Tapi seandainya karya mereka bisa menginspirasi orang kenapa enggak.
I just wait for the new inovation on Movies in Indonesia. Jiayou!
I know its not my right to give judgement tapi lama-lama gerah juga ya.
Komedi Sex dan Horor lagi di eksplor banget. Awalnya film-film dg genre Komedi Sex dirasa mendidik tapi belakangan makin kaco. Ketika title-title yang ada bermakna ambigu kaya 'Anda Puas Saya Loyo'. Knp harus di kasih judul se-Ekstrim itu?
Balik lagi ke sifat dasar masyarakat Indonesia yg mentingin kuantitas daripada kualitas. Gw tau untuk menjadi sutradara itu susah,pendidikannya lama dan rumit,butuh biaya besar buat satu film. Kenapa pertimbangan di atas gk jadi masukan untuk bikin film-yang-bukan-kaya-sinetron?
Gw juga pusing tiap jam 7 harus berantem sama Nyokap yg sinetron-freak. Aaarrgghh jam-jam segitu di saat orang butuh relaksasi dg tontonan yg segar dan menghibur malah disuguhin tontonan yg eksplor kekerasan dan balas dendam. Sekalinya protagonis,terlalu baik yg kadang terlihat 'lugu mengarah ke goblok'. Siapa yg gk gerah?
Hmf..tp balik lg. Gw gk berhak kasi judgement ke mereka yg udah berusaha berkarya. Tapi seandainya karya mereka bisa menginspirasi orang kenapa enggak.
I just wait for the new inovation on Movies in Indonesia. Jiayou!
Monday, November 24, 2008
Everybody gonna hate today.gonna hate today.
Today...boring very much MODE:ON
My lovely Mom care about my future. So its kind of her to register my name as participant of 'Meningkatkn Wawasan Kebangsaan dan Cinta Tanah Air Serta Pendidikan Politik bagi Masyarakat di Daerah'
sound so bored right? Yaiy..you have to know that is my very-long-boring-time-that-will-kill-me-little-by-little.
Yeah..no music,no cute boys,no fashion. Argh..I have to get bedrest after this.
My lovely Mom care about my future. So its kind of her to register my name as participant of 'Meningkatkn Wawasan Kebangsaan dan Cinta Tanah Air Serta Pendidikan Politik bagi Masyarakat di Daerah'
sound so bored right? Yaiy..you have to know that is my very-long-boring-time-that-will-kill-me-little-by-little.
Yeah..no music,no cute boys,no fashion. Argh..I have to get bedrest after this.
INAFF 2008
Yaaaiiiyy...harusnya ini gw posting sabtu kemaren tapi karna keadaan gak memungkinkan. jadi sorry baru di post hari ini hehehe. kesampean juga nonton INAFF!!! padahal gw pikir taun ini absen nonton. huhuhu tapi tetep nyesel SAW V nyah gak ketonton...!
actually I want to wear the left-picture...but my lovely mom said 'it just too weird' so I change it and found my lil keffiyeh...I wore it! not too bad hum??
actually I want to wear the left-picture...but my lovely mom said 'it just too weird' so I change it and found my lil keffiyeh...I wore it! not too bad hum??
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
PassionFashion
I'm not kindda person who hate fashion. but I'm not fashion-fetish too!
as long as I know...I love the clothes and accecories which comfortable in my body and made me feels like Diva! yeah...that fashion means to me.
my great fashion influence come from Lily Allen. georgeous! she could wear anything with high self-confidance. she could combine the long dress with keds! thats fantastic!
here my self...I called it Classic Boho! I like outfit that everlasting..thats why I called it classic. and boho come from the accecories. yaiy I'm necklace-fetish!!!
Ps: nobody laughing me on these! yaiy...muach!
as long as I know...I love the clothes and accecories which comfortable in my body and made me feels like Diva! yeah...that fashion means to me.
my great fashion influence come from Lily Allen. georgeous! she could wear anything with high self-confidance. she could combine the long dress with keds! thats fantastic!
here my self...I called it Classic Boho! I like outfit that everlasting..thats why I called it classic. and boho come from the accecories. yaiy I'm necklace-fetish!!!
Ps: nobody laughing me on these! yaiy...muach!